And so i got back my sewing assignment.
I was very proud of it cos it was my hard work.
I planned, i did my paper pattern, i did my prototype.

But I got a C+ for it though.
My very first C+ in NIE.
Should i be happy, should i be sad?
To say i am not sad is to lie.
But thankfully i didnt expect much in the first place, so i wasnt that diappointed to be honest.

But i am contented! :)
I will just try harder next time i suppose.
:)

Anyway, on a very random note.
I hate how emo and sentimental i can get sometimes. Haha.
Just came home and read the emails from my class girls, and it's enough to make me teary. Cos it struck a cord. Haha.

From dearest Gajae,

Darlings... I was in the middle of the worst day and filled with all the
shit I have to do and i saw this e mail..that brought a big smile on my
face.. dear sisters.. all of u were part of the happiest days of my life.. we
had sooo much of fun.. there was never a day in school we left without laughing
our asses out.. the bond we shared is just unexplainable.. is was soo perfect..
no race , no colour , no lauguage was in the way... we are and always will be
sisters forever.. from the day i started teaching, there has never been a day in
my kitchen lab during practical sessions with my students , i never fail to
remenber the fun practical sessions we all had in Nie.. where we shared our food
and remenber we even had a buffet session on our last day.. sisters even we
all are soo busy and drowned with work.. we know we all love each other alot and
we will always be here for each other..I can't wait to meet all of u in
sentosa.. I pray that jenny does not force me to finish up her potato salad
again and raji and sj will join for our annual sea volley ball.. that will be
guided by our last year champions... man man, mama and ja pop jenny.. Love
you all sisters ..Thanks for coming into my life!

A bit drama la the email.
But really.
They bring nothing but joy into my life! :)
Couldnt be any more thankful for them coming into my life and their never-ending support, love and friendship.

I appreciate it so so much!
And now that i am all alone in NIE, I just miss them even more than ever.

Yes she was right.
Practical sessions used to be very fun for us.
I wasnt the best, but at least i was capable of preparing decent stuff.

But now, practical sessions are opposite.
It brings me nothing but stress. And fear.
Each time i see the dreaded name in my email, i just feel like deleting it.
From loving to cook to now even hating it so much.
That's what i have become.

But well, it's okay.
You see, at the end of the day, your happiness lies in your own hand.

People can say anything they want, because it's their mouth.
But you can choose to feel how you want to feel about what was said, because it's your heart.

I've learnt to turn a blind eye and a deaf eye.
I couldnt care less anymore.
I learnt it the hard way, but at least i did.
Right now, i just cant wait to get out of the shithole school.

I wont be updating this space any time soon.
All the best to everyone!

Ciao!
:)